Updated: Aug 31
There are some things in life to be avoided: ice-water showers, irate mothers-in-law and one awful word. It is supposed to foster delusions and cultivate the heaviness of guilt.
Personally, I do not think it is that bad, but should has never had anything to do with reality, and it never will. Like last Saturday morning.
This was the time I should do some in-house stuff, but the sun was shining, the air was warm, and I wanted to go outside.
If I had stayed in to work, I would have felt irritable, even angry; so I went out, which turned my should into a should have, and I was left with an underlying feeling of unease (guilt).
Do you think I am over-reacting, dramatizing?
Then, how about exercise? Lately, it has felt somewhat difficult and a bit boring, but because it is good for me, I should stay with it.
I have been through this before, and I know the feeling of difficult/boring will continue to grow, and grow, until finally I quit.
When I do quit, my should becomes yet another should have (kept going) and I again feel as if I have done something wrong.
And then there is my Father. Most will agree that I should love him, which too often means that I should not have any negative feelings toward him. If a negative feeling does come up, my should not tries hard to keep me from acknowledging it.
If I do any acknowledging, I will feel badly, because I should not be feeling that way.
And if I go ahead and do something I know I should not be doing. My should not backlashes into a should not have, and I have to keep telling myself over and over why it was okay to do it.
Should always creates a no-win situation; and, no matter where the word comes from (me, thee or them), it always feels as if a morally-weighted finger is wagging in my direction.
Oh, and the word itself is lifeless; it contains no energy and is often accompanied by a sigh. What I really should do is stop shoulding all over myself (and those around me), because:
Without should in my exercise program, I can admit that the exercises are hard and boring; and, instead of pushing myself to climb stairs that have no end, ride a bike that goes nowhere or run a treadmill
to the same place, I can look for some movement that is -- are you ready for it? -- fun.
Without should on Saturday morning, I can reschedule the inside work, without guilt, and fully enjoy a beautiful morning.
And without should constipating my emotions, I can acknowledge any negative feelings I have for my Dad, and begin to let them go. I would then be less defensive with him, more accepting of him and able to share more of myself with him.
Instead of Should
Choice, on the other hand, is full of life. Choosing comes with a wonderful feeling of freedom, and the words I want to! are energizing. Choice can propel us, enliven our lives and even stir those around us.
But what about religious directives? Even moral and religious commands can be empowering choices rather than shoulds.
I should but don’t want to and probably didn’t. I shouldn’t but want to and maybe did. Did I?
Should we then delete the word should from the dictionary, along with its ill-bred spawn (should have, should not and should not have)?
Should we pull in, highlight and otherwise focus on the word choice and then start choosing?
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